Why Wait For 17 Years to Cry Now? I Don't Believe Her?

Why did Brooke Shields wait for 17 years since 1991 to even speak to Michael Jackson and then go cry and blow up at his Memorial claiming to "look up and see him perched on a crescent moon?" I feel if they had such a "bond" and they were so close she wouldn't have ditched him for what the tabloids said and she would have had at least sent him a kind letter or card or a telephone call when he was going through one of the worst times of his life ex Child Molestation case, and now to pretend like she is so distraught? I don't BELIEVE her at ALL. She just feels guilty that she was so distant and didn't really try to keep in touch with him and now she won't get to say good bye. Good friends should try to keep in touch which she obviously didn't. He probably tried to get in touch with her and she shunned him. Nothing like a guilty conscience to make you cry crocodile tears. I don't like Brooke.